Wow. thank you guys for your support. Yesterday Gabi woke up with a slight fever and a cold. I dont’ know if that is what has been bothering her few the past few nights, but even though her sats are a little lower, in the mid 70’s, I think she is doing OK. She was still up last night at least 4 times, but I like it when there is at least an explanation…I knew she just didn’t feel good.
I reread my post yesterday and it would seem to a new reader that I am going through this myself. I selfishly forgot to mention how absolutely wonderful my husband Ethan is! I would not be able to get through ANY of this without him. He is struggling too, but we deal with this in different ways (as men and women often do) and we pick each other up every day. He is there in the middle of the night taking his turn with Gabi walking with her and consoling her. I tell him that he needs to get up and go to work and look and act presentable and maybe put a thought together…where as I can stay in my pjs all day if I need to. But he still gets up to relieve me when he knows I just need an hour of sleep. I couldn’t have chosen a better partner!
I am feeling better today and with this weather, who could be down?